Really? Again?
This morning I woke up, and felt like I was trying to get sick again. Scratchy throat, achey all over, feeling a little funny in my sides. Crap! I took today off, but I hate doing this. I know it’s not much, but I’ve gained about 3 lbs., just since I haven’t been fully busting my butt. Why is gaining weight so easy, and losing it so damn hard?
This year it has been hard to gain a better fitness level, and everytime I take a break, it feels like starting over again. I’m afraid that by taking it so easy these past weeks, my run is going to be miserable. It sure seems like those days, when I am full of enery, and just have a great work out, are few and far between. I’m suffering PMS for a week, then cramps for a week, which only leaves me two good weeks. When I happen to get sick, or hurt my back it always happens on the two good weeks, leaving me only a couple of good days.
Does anyone else have this going on or is it just me?
Then I think about my mom, who had rheumatoid arthritis, from the time she was 16, and had pain everyday of her life, until she died at 73. She never complained. How can I be such a winer?
Well tomorrow’s a new day maybe I’ll feel better then. Oh probably, but the onset of PMS is coming. LOL
September 24th, 2008 at 4:23 pm
O.K. now I’m really ashamed…I just walked into the living room after typing the above post. Oprah was on, with a woman who had to have her legs and arms amputated. An amazing woman who hasn’t given up. Lord please forgive me for my rediculas complaining. And bless people like the woman on Oprah who inspire the rest of us. Amen.